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When will this ever end?
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It was Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, who wrote this is The Gulag Archipelago 1918–1956. “The line separating good and evil passes not through states, nor between classes, nor between political parties either -- but right through every human heart -- and through all human hearts. This line shifts. Inside us, it oscillates with the years. And even within hearts overwhelmed by evil, one small bridgehead of good is retained” A man who experienced evil at hand of the powers of his nation.
And C S Lewis wrote “We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside us until we try to fight it…. Elsewhere he wrote - “Good and evil both increase at compound interest. That is why the little decisions you and I make every day are of such infinite importance. The smallest good act today is the capture of a strategic point from which, a few months later, you may be able to go on to victories you never dreamed of. An apparently trivial indulgence in lust or anger today is the loss of a ridge or railway line or bridgehead from which the enemy may launch an attack otherwise impossible.” One who understood the concept of evil from his own heart, his understanding of human nature and the good book.
But Nietzsche said - “There is an old illusion. It is called good and evil”. Or like Stefan Pinker who believes evil is a myth, “If the myth of pure evil is that evil is committed with the intention of causing harm and an absence of moral considerations, then it applies to very few acts of so-called 'pure evil' because most evildoers believe what they are doing is forgivable or justifiable.
Or as Harari says one of the biggest questions he is asking about the future is, “what are we going to do with ourselves?”. In the past humans have been preoccupied by overcoming three main things in life; famine, plagues and war. But in the 21st century we have been able to control these three elements to a certain extent."
Philosophers who want to make us believe that essentially we are good! Evil if it happens it its an aberration. But there is truth in Stefan Pinker's statement too. Most evil doers believe or are made to believe by the leaders that what they are doing is forgivable or justifiable. Leaders who have mastered the art of manipulation of the masses using such make believe lies.
When we see communities that lived together for years, suddenly erupts in violence against each other, at significant cost to their own lives and well being, one wonders how come this happened. But then these were waiting to happen. We voted in leaders and gave them free hands to perpetuate and keep in simmer the us vs them divide. Till a day they can use it for their perceived ends.
How else can you explain this story from someone I met recently - “We worked together for many years. We were part of a team. But when this violence broke out, our own colleagues were calling us names abusing us and threatening to kill us!”
How else can you explain the sudden burst of violence in many parts of the world, including our own nation. Thousands killed displaced, the leaders turning a blind eye, some continue to perpetuate the violence, though history teaches us that such violence will destroy the hands that perpetuated violence. We refuse to learn from our past.
There is also an industry that thrives on such conflicts. The economy of nations is dependant of some of these ongoing wars and conflicts. The defence and an ammunition industry that drives the economy of these nations! There are much more complex issues too in many of these locations.
But the pain of the thousands and millions who have lost their loved ones, or have been intentionally displaced can never be calculated. There is no economic data that can capture the pain people and communities go through.
What can we hold on to in such perilous times? Holding on to the reality of a God who sees…
And hold on in hope for that day when “ And he shall judge among the nations, and shall rebuke many people: and they shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruning hooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more.”
But in the interim - be a presence to those whose pain can't be explained away by numbers or data, and recognise the brokenness of all our nations, even if it is my own nation! And cry for our nations and its leaders. And remember the thin line cuts right through my heart too - the potential for evil and inability to feel the pain of the many who are crying today...
Christmas Eve was spent with a friend and family in the hospital, and late in the evening, we were crying, comforting, and grieving the loss of a loved one. On Christmas Day, what C.S. Lewis said in his book ‘A Grief Observed’ seemed real and true: “For the greater the love, the greater the grief, and the stronger the faith, the more savagely will Satan storm its fortress.” 2023 and 2022 were similar. In 2022, there was the loss of a baby in the womb of a close family friend and the loss of the mother of another friend. As I grow older, the memories of Christmas from yesteryears seem distant. Carols, cakes, celebrations, and gifts are still there but do not seem to make as much sense as they did then. Is it my ageing heart and overly sensitive soul, or is it a season given to us that we must endure and walk through? But then, for many, Christmas is not about cakes and celebrations. Yesterday, on Christmas Eve, Ukraine was bombed again. People in Gaza, Sudan, Yemen, and Syr...
Yesterday during my evening walk, I ended up having three spontaneous conversations. Here they are, with some added ramblings. I visited an elderly uncle who no longer recognised me, repeatedly asking who I was despite our families’ close past relationship. Once a respected technical engineer in the Middle East, he had taught us about energy conservation and sustainability, even implementing solar panels and gardens at his home. Now, he has lost most of his memories but accepts it with a smile, unlike my mother, who struggled for years with her memory loss before eventually becoming unaware of it. Will I...? As I left the house, I recalled this poem by Bonhoeffer: “Who am I? This or the other? Am I one person today and tomorrow another? Am I both at once? A hypocrite before others, And before myself a contemptibly woebegone weakling? . . . Who am I? They mock me, these lonely questions of mine. Whoever I am, Thou knowest, O God, I am Thine!” Does a pers...
You ramble when your mind is all over the place. But then nature and creation can help you move from diffuse, unfocused thinking to focused thought. Garden gazing helped me in this shift. Here are three thoughts on life from a recent garden gazing. Relationships We have a small tree or shrub (or a community of shrubs) in our garden. It has not one but three or four plants. The one that gives stability is a large curry leaf plant - almost like a tree. Over years of being unattended, it has grown wild and all over the place. And climbing all over it are three or four other plants. One is a jasmine plant, which is almost like a snake creeping over the curry leaf plant. Then there is another creeper with yellow flowers. And attached to the tree are many parasitic wild plants, including mistletoe and wild orchids. It is interesting to observe that when there is “uncontrolled growth,” many others latch on. Some as support for growth and contribution to the world (like the jasmine plant), but...
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